I’m not sure if you have noticed, but recently I have been getting more personal with my readers. In the past, I would pick a certain topic and then write about it. (Ex. Social Anxiety, Fear, Attention, and so on).
Why, you may wonder?
It’s because I want my readers to know me better. I want them to know that I’m human. I cannot always write about a topic and be super optimistic because there are also times when I feel like garbage.
Today is one of those bad days. I’m not in the mood to do anything and I don’t give a shit about anyone (Note: I WAS going to edit it and say, “I am not in the best of mood right now” but let’s face it. There’s more truth in “I don’t give a shit about anyone.” Haha)
I wasn’t going to post today because I usually don’t write well when I’m in a bad mood. In addition, I don’t want to spread negativity, so it’s best if I avoid the internet altogether.
But I’ve made a commitment to blogging every Monday and I just don’t want to make excuses.
So here I am, writing, despite my nasty mood.
Sometimes, I feel like people complain about such insignificant things. They get upset over things that doesn’t even matter. I try to see things in everyone’s perspectives; but sometimes, I want to shake them and say, “Do you even know how it feels when you can’t shower without feeling your skin burn? Do you have any idea how it feels when you can’t even enjoy simplest pleasures?”
But I know, everything is relative. What is painful to you may not be painful to me. Likewise, what I consider painful may not be the same for you.
I know there are many others who suffer a great deal more than me. I should be grateful for what I do have, but sometimes I am just angry.
Anyhow, I will end this post in a more lighter note. About a month ago, my friend and I had a “rap battle” on facebook and it was fairly amusing. I never thought I could rap. Haha. Hope you enjoy.
Friend: Excuse me, this conversation got stale real fast.I’m gonna join them cus they’re having a blast.Sorry, i really tried to make this last,
but forget about me cus now i’m just a thing of your past
Me: Trying to think of a comeback, but my mind is slow
Rapping is not my thing, but I’ll give it a go
The key is to make it smooth and flow
I need one more line, aiya oh no!
LOLFriend: What in the world, you call that a rap?
Your comeback is kind of whack.
We need to forget that and get back on track,
So let me introduce your verse to my baseball bat.Me: What do you expect? I ain’t no rapperHonestly speaking, I’m more of a slacker
By they way, I bought 10 cents paper!
I bet you didn’t see that one coming, eh, hater?Friend: How could I possibly see that one coming?Thinking about it is making my brain numbing.
So we’re gonna take this battle and rewind the time,
And bring it back to the point where there were some quality rhymes.So I’m gonna finish this… And call it a night
So hop into bed and get tucked in tight
Have a sweet dream, don’t let the bed bugs bite
Soy Sauce signing off as he knocks out your lights.Me: G-Chan is my rapper name
I know that you think I am lame
But that’s okay coz it’s just a game
Let’s not put each other in shame
Coming up with raps really take a lot
Don’t know how they do it, right on the spot
It definitely takes some skills and wit
Slowpokes will get blown into bitsFriend: I hope you’re having fun with this new rap endeavour
You gotta admit, my last verse was clever
This game of rap is nothing but fun
Excellent source of mental simulation
Me:Fun and simulation doesn’t rhyme
Nonetheless, your last verse was sure fine!
I thought it was clever and creative
Since Soy Sauce is the rapper name you created
You never know what you can do, until you actually try. 🙂