Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 76.

To my dear readers,

Sorry, I haven’t been feeling too well and I’ve also been very lazy. I finally finished this chapter! Haha. Cliff hanger again! LOL ❤

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Chapter 76

In a daze, Lin Shan heard lots of noises going through her ears. She thought she was hallucinating again. She wanted to speak, but the moment she opened her mouth, it was tightly covered. Someone whispered “Shhh” into her ear.

The soft whispering naturally brought a light breeze. Lin Shan thought it was very comforting and started to rub against the person. Since she was physically fighting Ji Bai Yu earlier, her neck area was actually exposed. Coincidentally, the person’s arm was touching her neck area. It felt very sensational to her. She wanted to rub against it even more. Lin Shan started to rub against the person. But after rubbing a few times, the arm tightened and she couldn’t move anymore.

“Stop moving.” The person muttered.

It’s him? It’s definitely him! Lin Shan forced her eyes opened and saw the familiar face. She nearly cried out from joy. But then she quickly changed her mind: This has to be a hallucination. Why would Lian Feng be here? He’s already….Thinking of this, Lin Shan wanted to burst into tears.

Seeing Lin Shan’s shriveled expression, Lian Feng thought he had hurt her and instantly loosened his grip. But the moment he loosened his grip, Lin Shan started to rub against him again. At this moment, she had totally lost her mind. Basically, her body was just doing whatever it pleased.

Lin Shan’s hands started to wander. She started to pat Lian Feng’s clothes. And she started to go lower and lower. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 76.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 75.

To my dear readers,

I would like to thank Josephine Foong for her donations to me! This is the second time Josephine has donated to me. I appreciate it so much. Thank you for choosing to support me!! ❤

This chapter was odd to translate. It sounded a lot more normal in Chinese.Or perhaps, I’ve read it too much and now my brain isn’t working well again. I hope you like it! Guess who’s back next chapter? 😉

Chapter 75

Lin Shan fainted for a very long time. It wasn’t until she heard the door open that she woke up all groggy. She felt a strange heat running through her entire body. It was as if something was stirring from within, and it was controlling her. She couldn’t think straight at all.

Ji Bai Yu had no idea that Lin Shan was drugged. When he saw her laying on the bed with the bridal veil on the side, he was very annoyed. True, he hated Song Luo. He wanted to torture her for revenge, but not marry her! Uggghhh. Now he had to marry this woman and she caused him to lose face in front of everyone at the wedding. And what was she doing? Taking a nap?!?

He was irritated. He walked towards the bed and shoved Lin Shan rudely: “Hey. Wake up!”

Lin Shan was already hot to begin with. Now that she was shoved, she felt even hotter. Her hands tightly gripped the blanket and her whole body started to tremble.

Ji Bai Yu realized something was wrong. He quickly flipped her over. When he looked down, he was astonished. Lin Shan’s eyes looked foggy and her cheeks were scarlet. She appeared to be mentally confused as she tugged onto the front piece of her outfit. She was moaning: “Hot…. I’m hot…..”

Ji Bai Yu had been adopted by Ji Hong Lin ever since he was young. He had seen all the poisons from here. With one sniff, he could tell Lin Shan had taken aphrodisiac. In addition, it was the ultra strong kind. The drug was several times stronger than the regular kind. If the taker did not have sexual intercourse within a certain time period, the person would lose her/his mind and suffer worse than death. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 75.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 74.

To my dear readers,

Lian Feng will be back in Chapter 76! Be patient! Sorry for the late release. I haven’t had time to translate until today. Anyhow, please support me if you can by donating and/or turning off adblock! If all of you turn off your adblock, I might make a dollar from this chapter. LOL

Chapter 74

Lin Shan’s prediction was correct. Ji Hong Lin was serious. Despite the fact that she stepped and killed her beloved heaven silkworms, the stubborn woman was going to make her son marry her simply because she wanted to get revenge on the current Emperor.

In the past, the Emperor dumped her. Now, Ji Hong Lin was going to make the Emperor’s son suffer.

Sometimes, a human’s determination was truly scary. The worse thing was when the person had to make innocent victims suffer too!

Lin Shan was a sacrificial victim. Currently, she was poisoned and had no idea where her lover was. In addition, she was being forced to marry a man she didn’t even love. What type of bullshit story was this?

The red wedding robe was handed to her. It was a thousand times more beautiful than what she had imagine. Furthermore, since she already had the curves, it looked even more captivating. However, Lin Shan wasn’t content at all. She felt like she was about to enter a dead alley. Lian Feng was the only person on her mind, but she had no opportunity to escape to find the person she cared about the most.

The red candle lights flickered, and the gorgeous bride lowered her eyes; only making her look even more ravishing.

Gui Mei’s eyes dipped as her injuries from the beating started to throb.

This is the lady that Young Master was going to marry? She is beautiful. She’s so beautiful that she felt ashamed of herself. Her hope should surely be extinguished now. She should have known. Their statuses were totally different. To him, she was probably just a servant that had followed him for a long time. Their relationship was a master servant relationship. What was there to hope?

In this world, those suffering would always assume the others were happier than them. The truth was, everyone’s the same.

Speaking of which, Lin Shan was truly something. She was about to marry again. The first time, she married a woman. Soon, she will marry a man. She was a groom once, and now she was a bride. From all of history, those who could indulge in both man and woman were probably in the single digits.

Then again, she lived two lives and was going to marry twice; yet the person was still not the man she wanted. It was either a bratty princess or a crazy young master. The former often yelled at her and hated her guts. The latter was even more extreme; he only married her for revenge. After marrying her, he was going to break her.

What a depressing story. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 74.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 73.

To my dear readers,

After this chapter, I still have 15 more to go!! Novelupdates will tell you there are only 73 chapters. However, that’s the version Amery read. The version I read is different. The ending I read is also different. In addition, I also split the chapters up differently. Don’t worry. The story will end well.

Chapter 73

Surprisingly, the congee wasn’t poisoned. Lin Shan ate two bowls and none of her body parts started to bleed or fall apart. Even the servant that delivered food to her left silently. From the looks of it, nothing was going to happen.

Lin Shan couldn’t help but felt unease.

Could Ji Hong Lin really have forgiven her for killing the heaven silkworms? No, no, no! There aren’t many forgiving people out there; Ji Hong Lin is definitely not one of them! She is nuts. She would never let her go this easily. What does she want to do with her?

Lin Shan thought about it for so long that she started to have a splitting headache. The areas that she was tied up previously started to throb as well. It was as if she was being tear apart. Her eyelids started to get heavier and heavier. In the end, she couldn’t stop it any longer and fell into a deep slumber.

Lin Shan had a dream. She dreamt that she was about to get married. She was wearing a red wedding robe and everyone was running towards her congratulating her. Her parents were holding her hands as tears rolled down their faces. They were reluctant to part with her. Even her friends from the modern world were wearing ancient attires and wishing her happiness.

Lin Shan was ecstatic. She was finally going to marry Lian Feng! Everyone was saying that they will last a lifetime. Underneath her bridal veil, she felt a mix of excitement and nervousness. She couldn’t wait until her groom lift up her veil.

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In Ancient China, the bride would be wearing all red and her face would be covered by the red veil. Normally, the groom will lift it up when they are in the room.

The groom finally arrived. She could hear his footsteps. It was strong and steady. She could feel his hot breathing as he faced her. Currently, she was imagining Lian Feng’s expression. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 73.”

Feel the fear and do it anyway

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When I first saw this book, I thought to myself, “Wow, the title sucks. And the cover is SOOOOOO ugly. Who designed it?”. Nonetheless, I decided to give it a try. It’s one of the many books my Uncle Aaron had given me. (He probably gave me 40-50 books. I’ll slowly pry through them all….)

Anyhow, this was one of the most comforting books I have ever read. It was very empowering. So don’t judge a book by the title or cover!!

My favourite part of the book was when it talked about the importance of developing a Pain-to-Power vocabulary. Basically, the way you use words has a tremendous impact on the quality of your life. For example:

Pain —————————————-> Power

I can’t                                                                             I won’t
I should                                                                         I could
It’s not my fault                                                           I’m totally responsible
It’s a problem                                                               It’s an opportunity
I’m never satisfied                                                      I want to learn and grow
Life’s a struggle                                                           Life’s an adventure
I hope                                                                             I know
If only                                                                            Next time
What will I do?                                                             I know I can handle it
It’s terrible                                                                   It’s a learning experience

“I can’t” implies you have no control over the situation. Whereas, “I won’t” means you were the one making that choice. We should all aim to use more empowering words rather than destructive words. Mindset is key. Most of the time, the situation is what you make of it. Stop drowning yourself in pain and change the way you think.

I really like this line, “No one is immune to pain, and it shouldn’t be denied when it exists. The key is to know that you can lead a productive and meaningful life no matter what the external circumstances are.” Continue reading “Feel the fear and do it anyway”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 72.

To my dear readers,

I would like to thank Ysha for his/her generous donation to me! I’m so touched by any donations because I know you guys don’t have to donate to me. Thank you for choosing to support me if you can. If I sum up all the hours I spend on translating, I honestly make less than a $1 an hour. It’s really sad. -_-” Nonetheless, I’m thankful to all my readers and those who have donated and written nice comments to me. Thank you, everyone!

P.S. This chapter was really funny when I read it in Chinese. But after staring at it for 3-4 hours, I don’t know if it’s funny anymore. You tell me. Haha. I tried!!!

Chapter 72

Lin Shan swallowed and carefully walked inside. The moment she entered, the stone entrance shut behind her. Gui Mei lit a candle and the room instantly brightened. Lin Shan realized she was surrounded by eight bronze mirrors (like an octagon).

On the stone table in front of her were all sorts of dresses made from gold and silver silk. They looked dazzling and elegant. The colours were so bright; it was literally a feast for the eyes.

“Young Miss, please choose one.”

Wow, although the witch is cruel, she’s sure generous!

Lin Shan randomly picked up a dress and couldn’t help but admired the exquisite details.

I bet even the Palace can’t compete with the luxurious items from here. Ji Hong Lin’s abilities to accumulate treasures is phenomenal!!

“Please change into the dress, Young Miss.” Gui Mei stated from the side.

“Stop calling me Young Miss left, Young Miss right. Can’t you see that I’m being forced?” Lin Shan was annoyed as she rolled her eyes at her, “Leave the room. I am going to change now.”

“Your subordinate will stay and watch Young Miss change.”

Lin Shan was irritated: “Umm, what I have, you also have. Why do you have to watch me? Go look in the mirror and admire your own!”

The corner of Gui Mei’s mouth twitched. However, she didn’t say a word.

“What? Unless I have what you don’t have!” said Lin Shan as she looked at Gui Mei’s chest. Immediately, she came to a realization. She patted Gui Mei’s shoulder with sympathy: “I can understand how you feel. At one point, I didn’t have anything either. Each day, I would stare at other women with envy. That was an awful feeling….”

Gui Mei finally crumbled. She responded: “Your subordinate will wait for Young Miss outside.” Then, she quickly vanished.

“Hey! Wait! I’m not doing talking! Actually, small has its benefits. When you’re pretending to be a man, you don’t have to do much. Do you know how hard it is to disguise as a man when your chest…..hey!!?” Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 72.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 71.

To my dear readers,

Next chapter is going to be so funny. I can’t stop laughing. Too bad it’s so hard to translate. -_-“. The author has a very good sense of humour. Anyway, Lian Feng isn’t going to be back until Chapter 76. But when he comes back, you guys will be very happy!!!

Chapter 71

Ji Bai Yu frowned but didn’t say a word. On the other hand, Lin Shan shouted without thinking: “No!”

Ji Hong Lin smiled: “Do you think it matters whether you agree or not?”

Lin Shan’s expression immediately stiffened.

Wow, this woman is so messed up! She could instantly make up her mind and force her son to marry me? That’s absurd! She’s a hopeless cause.

Lin Shan quickly directed her glance towards Ji Bai Yu.

Bro, are you a man? Your mother wants you to marry the woman you just tried to poison! Step out and say something!?!

Ji Bai Yu didn’t even look at her. Instead, he respectfully said to Ji Hong Lin: “Your child will obey your command.”

At that moment, Lin Shan was stunned. She pulled onto Ji Bai Yu’s sleeves: “Are you crazy?! Why are you agreeing to it!? Didn’t you just tried to poison me? Poison me! I don’t want to marry you!”

The corner of Ji Bai Yu’s mouth twitched.

“Yu-er, is Song second lady speaking the truth?” Ji Hong Lin appeared to be amused.

“Your child did have that intention.” Ji Bai Yu blankly stated.

“If that’s what you want, after you two get married, you can do whatever you want with her.”

“Thank you for your permission, Mother!” Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 71.”