Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 76.

To my dear readers,

Sorry, I haven’t been feeling too well and I’ve also been very lazy. I finally finished this chapter! Haha. Cliff hanger again! LOL ❤

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Chapter 76

In a daze, Lin Shan heard lots of noises going through her ears. She thought she was hallucinating again. She wanted to speak, but the moment she opened her mouth, it was tightly covered. Someone whispered “Shhh” into her ear.

The soft whispering naturally brought a light breeze. Lin Shan thought it was very comforting and started to rub against the person. Since she was physically fighting Ji Bai Yu earlier, her neck area was actually exposed. Coincidentally, the person’s arm was touching her neck area. It felt very sensational to her. She wanted to rub against it even more. Lin Shan started to rub against the person. But after rubbing a few times, the arm tightened and she couldn’t move anymore.

“Stop moving.” The person muttered.

It’s him? It’s definitely him! Lin Shan forced her eyes opened and saw the familiar face. She nearly cried out from joy. But then she quickly changed her mind: This has to be a hallucination. Why would Lian Feng be here? He’s already….Thinking of this, Lin Shan wanted to burst into tears.

Seeing Lin Shan’s shriveled expression, Lian Feng thought he had hurt her and instantly loosened his grip. But the moment he loosened his grip, Lin Shan started to rub against him again. At this moment, she had totally lost her mind. Basically, her body was just doing whatever it pleased.

Lin Shan’s hands started to wander. She started to pat Lian Feng’s clothes. And she started to go lower and lower. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 76.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 75.

To my dear readers,

I would like to thank Josephine Foong for her donations to me! This is the second time Josephine has donated to me. I appreciate it so much. Thank you for choosing to support me!! ❤

This chapter was odd to translate. It sounded a lot more normal in Chinese.Or perhaps, I’ve read it too much and now my brain isn’t working well again. I hope you like it! Guess who’s back next chapter? 😉

Chapter 75

Lin Shan fainted for a very long time. It wasn’t until she heard the door open that she woke up all groggy. She felt a strange heat running through her entire body. It was as if something was stirring from within, and it was controlling her. She couldn’t think straight at all.

Ji Bai Yu had no idea that Lin Shan was drugged. When he saw her laying on the bed with the bridal veil on the side, he was very annoyed. True, he hated Song Luo. He wanted to torture her for revenge, but not marry her! Uggghhh. Now he had to marry this woman and she caused him to lose face in front of everyone at the wedding. And what was she doing? Taking a nap?!?

He was irritated. He walked towards the bed and shoved Lin Shan rudely: “Hey. Wake up!”

Lin Shan was already hot to begin with. Now that she was shoved, she felt even hotter. Her hands tightly gripped the blanket and her whole body started to tremble.

Ji Bai Yu realized something was wrong. He quickly flipped her over. When he looked down, he was astonished. Lin Shan’s eyes looked foggy and her cheeks were scarlet. She appeared to be mentally confused as she tugged onto the front piece of her outfit. She was moaning: “Hot…. I’m hot…..”

Ji Bai Yu had been adopted by Ji Hong Lin ever since he was young. He had seen all the poisons from here. With one sniff, he could tell Lin Shan had taken aphrodisiac. In addition, it was the ultra strong kind. The drug was several times stronger than the regular kind. If the taker did not have sexual intercourse within a certain time period, the person would lose her/his mind and suffer worse than death. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 75.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 74.

To my dear readers,

Lian Feng will be back in Chapter 76! Be patient! Sorry for the late release. I haven’t had time to translate until today. Anyhow, please support me if you can by donating and/or turning off adblock! If all of you turn off your adblock, I might make a dollar from this chapter. LOL

Chapter 74

Lin Shan’s prediction was correct. Ji Hong Lin was serious. Despite the fact that she stepped and killed her beloved heaven silkworms, the stubborn woman was going to make her son marry her simply because she wanted to get revenge on the current Emperor.

In the past, the Emperor dumped her. Now, Ji Hong Lin was going to make the Emperor’s son suffer.

Sometimes, a human’s determination was truly scary. The worse thing was when the person had to make innocent victims suffer too!

Lin Shan was a sacrificial victim. Currently, she was poisoned and had no idea where her lover was. In addition, she was being forced to marry a man she didn’t even love. What type of bullshit story was this?

The red wedding robe was handed to her. It was a thousand times more beautiful than what she had imagine. Furthermore, since she already had the curves, it looked even more captivating. However, Lin Shan wasn’t content at all. She felt like she was about to enter a dead alley. Lian Feng was the only person on her mind, but she had no opportunity to escape to find the person she cared about the most.

The red candle lights flickered, and the gorgeous bride lowered her eyes; only making her look even more ravishing.

Gui Mei’s eyes dipped as her injuries from the beating started to throb.

This is the lady that Young Master was going to marry? She is beautiful. She’s so beautiful that she felt ashamed of herself. Her hope should surely be extinguished now. She should have known. Their statuses were totally different. To him, she was probably just a servant that had followed him for a long time. Their relationship was a master servant relationship. What was there to hope?

In this world, those suffering would always assume the others were happier than them. The truth was, everyone’s the same.

Speaking of which, Lin Shan was truly something. She was about to marry again. The first time, she married a woman. Soon, she will marry a man. She was a groom once, and now she was a bride. From all of history, those who could indulge in both man and woman were probably in the single digits.

Then again, she lived two lives and was going to marry twice; yet the person was still not the man she wanted. It was either a bratty princess or a crazy young master. The former often yelled at her and hated her guts. The latter was even more extreme; he only married her for revenge. After marrying her, he was going to break her.

What a depressing story. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 74.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 73.

To my dear readers,

After this chapter, I still have 15 more to go!! Novelupdates will tell you there are only 73 chapters. However, that’s the version Amery read. The version I read is different. The ending I read is also different. In addition, I also split the chapters up differently. Don’t worry. The story will end well.

Chapter 73

Surprisingly, the congee wasn’t poisoned. Lin Shan ate two bowls and none of her body parts started to bleed or fall apart. Even the servant that delivered food to her left silently. From the looks of it, nothing was going to happen.

Lin Shan couldn’t help but felt unease.

Could Ji Hong Lin really have forgiven her for killing the heaven silkworms? No, no, no! There aren’t many forgiving people out there; Ji Hong Lin is definitely not one of them! She is nuts. She would never let her go this easily. What does she want to do with her?

Lin Shan thought about it for so long that she started to have a splitting headache. The areas that she was tied up previously started to throb as well. It was as if she was being tear apart. Her eyelids started to get heavier and heavier. In the end, she couldn’t stop it any longer and fell into a deep slumber.

Lin Shan had a dream. She dreamt that she was about to get married. She was wearing a red wedding robe and everyone was running towards her congratulating her. Her parents were holding her hands as tears rolled down their faces. They were reluctant to part with her. Even her friends from the modern world were wearing ancient attires and wishing her happiness.

Lin Shan was ecstatic. She was finally going to marry Lian Feng! Everyone was saying that they will last a lifetime. Underneath her bridal veil, she felt a mix of excitement and nervousness. She couldn’t wait until her groom lift up her veil.

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In Ancient China, the bride would be wearing all red and her face would be covered by the red veil. Normally, the groom will lift it up when they are in the room.

The groom finally arrived. She could hear his footsteps. It was strong and steady. She could feel his hot breathing as he faced her. Currently, she was imagining Lian Feng’s expression. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 73.”

Feel the fear and do it anyway

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When I first saw this book, I thought to myself, “Wow, the title sucks. And the cover is SOOOOOO ugly. Who designed it?”. Nonetheless, I decided to give it a try. It’s one of the many books my Uncle Aaron had given me. (He probably gave me 40-50 books. I’ll slowly pry through them all….)

Anyhow, this was one of the most comforting books I have ever read. It was very empowering. So don’t judge a book by the title or cover!!

My favourite part of the book was when it talked about the importance of developing a Pain-to-Power vocabulary. Basically, the way you use words has a tremendous impact on the quality of your life. For example:

Pain —————————————-> Power

I can’t                                                                             I won’t
I should                                                                         I could
It’s not my fault                                                           I’m totally responsible
It’s a problem                                                               It’s an opportunity
I’m never satisfied                                                      I want to learn and grow
Life’s a struggle                                                           Life’s an adventure
I hope                                                                             I know
If only                                                                            Next time
What will I do?                                                             I know I can handle it
It’s terrible                                                                   It’s a learning experience

“I can’t” implies you have no control over the situation. Whereas, “I won’t” means you were the one making that choice. We should all aim to use more empowering words rather than destructive words. Mindset is key. Most of the time, the situation is what you make of it. Stop drowning yourself in pain and change the way you think.

I really like this line, “No one is immune to pain, and it shouldn’t be denied when it exists. The key is to know that you can lead a productive and meaningful life no matter what the external circumstances are.” Continue reading “Feel the fear and do it anyway”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 72.

To my dear readers,

I would like to thank Ysha for his/her generous donation to me! I’m so touched by any donations because I know you guys don’t have to donate to me. Thank you for choosing to support me if you can. If I sum up all the hours I spend on translating, I honestly make less than a $1 an hour. It’s really sad. -_-” Nonetheless, I’m thankful to all my readers and those who have donated and written nice comments to me. Thank you, everyone!

P.S. This chapter was really funny when I read it in Chinese. But after staring at it for 3-4 hours, I don’t know if it’s funny anymore. You tell me. Haha. I tried!!!

Chapter 72

Lin Shan swallowed and carefully walked inside. The moment she entered, the stone entrance shut behind her. Gui Mei lit a candle and the room instantly brightened. Lin Shan realized she was surrounded by eight bronze mirrors (like an octagon).

On the stone table in front of her were all sorts of dresses made from gold and silver silk. They looked dazzling and elegant. The colours were so bright; it was literally a feast for the eyes.

“Young Miss, please choose one.”

Wow, although the witch is cruel, she’s sure generous!

Lin Shan randomly picked up a dress and couldn’t help but admired the exquisite details.

I bet even the Palace can’t compete with the luxurious items from here. Ji Hong Lin’s abilities to accumulate treasures is phenomenal!!

“Please change into the dress, Young Miss.” Gui Mei stated from the side.

“Stop calling me Young Miss left, Young Miss right. Can’t you see that I’m being forced?” Lin Shan was annoyed as she rolled her eyes at her, “Leave the room. I am going to change now.”

“Your subordinate will stay and watch Young Miss change.”

Lin Shan was irritated: “Umm, what I have, you also have. Why do you have to watch me? Go look in the mirror and admire your own!”

The corner of Gui Mei’s mouth twitched. However, she didn’t say a word.

“What? Unless I have what you don’t have!” said Lin Shan as she looked at Gui Mei’s chest. Immediately, she came to a realization. She patted Gui Mei’s shoulder with sympathy: “I can understand how you feel. At one point, I didn’t have anything either. Each day, I would stare at other women with envy. That was an awful feeling….”

Gui Mei finally crumbled. She responded: “Your subordinate will wait for Young Miss outside.” Then, she quickly vanished.

“Hey! Wait! I’m not doing talking! Actually, small has its benefits. When you’re pretending to be a man, you don’t have to do much. Do you know how hard it is to disguise as a man when your chest…..hey!!?” Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 72.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 71.

To my dear readers,

Next chapter is going to be so funny. I can’t stop laughing. Too bad it’s so hard to translate. -_-“. The author has a very good sense of humour. Anyway, Lian Feng isn’t going to be back until Chapter 76. But when he comes back, you guys will be very happy!!!

Chapter 71

Ji Bai Yu frowned but didn’t say a word. On the other hand, Lin Shan shouted without thinking: “No!”

Ji Hong Lin smiled: “Do you think it matters whether you agree or not?”

Lin Shan’s expression immediately stiffened.

Wow, this woman is so messed up! She could instantly make up her mind and force her son to marry me? That’s absurd! She’s a hopeless cause.

Lin Shan quickly directed her glance towards Ji Bai Yu.

Bro, are you a man? Your mother wants you to marry the woman you just tried to poison! Step out and say something!?!

Ji Bai Yu didn’t even look at her. Instead, he respectfully said to Ji Hong Lin: “Your child will obey your command.”

At that moment, Lin Shan was stunned. She pulled onto Ji Bai Yu’s sleeves: “Are you crazy?! Why are you agreeing to it!? Didn’t you just tried to poison me? Poison me! I don’t want to marry you!”

The corner of Ji Bai Yu’s mouth twitched.

“Yu-er, is Song second lady speaking the truth?” Ji Hong Lin appeared to be amused.

“Your child did have that intention.” Ji Bai Yu blankly stated.

“If that’s what you want, after you two get married, you can do whatever you want with her.”

“Thank you for your permission, Mother!” Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 71.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 70.

To my dear readers,

This chapter was very easy to read in Chinese but very hard to translate in English. Ugghhh it took me forever.

Are you guys shocked? The author will keep surprising you.

P.S. If you like my work, please support me by disabling ad block or donating if possible! It takes me so many hours to translate. SoOOOooooOOOoo many.

Chapter 70

At this moment, Ji Bai Yu had already gotten up to introduce the dishes: “You see this white poached chicken? I have placed a colourless liver gut decay powder in it. After you eat it, your intestines will slowly rot. Eventually, everything will decompose from within.”

Lin Shan: “…..”

“You see this cake right here? Inside, I put in our special formula from Red Phosphorous Hall. It’s called, “the death of the half step”. After you eat it, you will die the moment you take half a step. Not only that, there will be a smile on your face.”

Mother! Isn’t that the “smiling half step crazy pill”? Lin Shan thoroughly lost hope.

“You see this plate of spare ribs? After you eat it, your muscles will slowly start to disintegrate. From the outside, you wouldn’t be able to tell. But ultimately, you just need to lightly tug, and the entire skin will….”

“Stop!” Lin Shan cuts him off. She felt like she was going to go insane. “Don’t tell me anymore! Just kill me. Get straight to the point!”

Ji Bai Yu shook his head: “That’s not happening. I’m not done playing yet. Why don’t we start off with the spare ribs first?” Then, he used a pair of chopsticks and was about to stuff it down Lin Shan’s throat.

Lin Shan was so scared, she felt like her soul left her body. She tried to fight Ji Bai Yu with all her might, but he easily confined her from the lower waist. The chopstick was about to go in, when suddenly, there was a knock on the door. Gui Mei came in.

“Young Master, Mistress wants you to see her immediately.”

“Ok.” Ji Bai Yu said in a moody tone. He finally released her. The moment he let go, Lin Shan quickly hid under the table. Lin Shan traumatically gasped for air.

“You’re no fun.” Ji Bai Yu rolled his eyes at her as he fixed his attire and left.

Gui Mei spoke up from outside the room: “Young Master, Mistress says to bring Song second lady with you.”

At that moment, Lin Shan clearly saw the disgusted look Ji Bai Yu had on his face.

The Red Phosphorous Hall was located underground. It was very complicated to get to. In addition, there were many hidden secret traps. Ji Bai Yu led the way, and Lin Shan followed. Behind her was Gui Mei. She couldn’t run even if she wanted to. Lin Shan was definitely a captive. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 70.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 69.

To my dear readers,

I hope you’re no longer confused! 😛  The story is about to get crazier.

Chapter 69

Lin Shan was stunned by the man and the dog. She immediately shrank back like a quail as she mumbled to herself: You are not interested in beautiful women nor men. What do you like then? At this moment, her glance landed on the fierce dog. She froze.

Woah, bro. Your taste is too strong!

The way Lin Shan looked at the man caused him to feel goose bumps all over his body. He yelled: “Song Luo!”

Lin Shan was about to say something, when the dog barked in response. Then, the dog obediently went back to its corner.

Lin Shan was flabbergasted. It took her awhile to react. But when she finally did, she looked super pissed: Are you kidding me? You named your dog that? Couldn’t you at least find a decent looking one? Oh my goodness! This one is a tragic sight. A tragic sight, I tell you!

Just as Lin Shan was steaming from anger, the man suddenly smiled cunningly at her: “Miss Song, are you hungry?”

This smile caused Lin Shan’s danger radar to beep. Despite being very hungry, she refused like an honourable woman: “Not hungry!” But at that moment, her stomach started to growl. The sound was so loud, it drowned her voice.

Lin Shan was so embarrassed that she looked down and pretended to be dead (not literally).

“I’ll let you eat if you want.” The man lightly laughed and waved his sleeve. Somehow, the thick rope that was around Lin Shan’s wrists came loose. Lin Shan rubbed her sore wrists as she stared oddly at the man.

“Eat. Aren’t you hungry?” A bowl of red braised pork was pushed in front of Lin Shan. It had just the right amount of fat on it. The sweet aroma went up her nose and caused Lin Shan to feel a strong craving.

Usually, under these type of circumstances, Lin Shan would think to herself, “I’m going to die regardless I eat or not. So why don’t I just eat and fill my stomach first?” But for some strange reason, this time, her mind decided to casually ask: “Did you add poison to it?”

“Of course.” The man actually nodded. He looked at her expectedly.

Lin Shan’s chopsticks froze in mid air as she gawked at the man. Her face looked troubled: Bro, are you toying with me? If there’s poison, why are you telling me? If you tell me, do you think I would eat it?”

“You’re toying with me, aren’t you?” Lin Shan said with a stiff face.

“I told you there’s poison in the meat, yet you think I’m toying with you. What if I told you, there’s poison in the wine, and all the dishes? Even the seat you’re still on has poison on it. Do you still think I’m toying with you?”

Lin Shan trembled and the meat from her chopsticks fell onto the ground.

“Song Luo” instantly went after it and swallowed the entire piece. Immediately, “Song Luo” fell over and started throwing up white foam. It started to twitch and struggled for a few seconds, and then took its last breath. The entire incident happened within five seconds. Lin Shan’s eyes and mouth were wide opened from shock.

“You…. monster!” She nearly jumped out of her seat as she pointed at the man, “Although the dog was ugly, you didn’t have to be so cruel. Are you human?! You….”

“Don’t worry.” The man calmly responded, “It will be your turn next. Calm down.”

Right away, Lin Shan stopped talking. Tiny beads of sweat started forming on her forehead. Her heart started to beat furiously. Oh God, does this person really plan to kill her? What would he gain from it though? Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 69.”

Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 68.

To my dear readers,

This chapter was quite shocking to me. Haha. I hope you like it. It’s funny..!! Ahaahha Lin Shan, oh Lin Shan.

By the way, if you’re confused, you’ll find out in the next chapter!!

Chapter 68

At that moment, Lin Shan was boiling angry.

“You f**ker, don’t you have any face? You’re so old and you’re still gambling? Your mother gave birth to you and worked so hard to support you, yet this is how you repay her? You’re a terrible human being. Gamble when you were ten, twenty, thirty…and now you’re freaking seventy!  You should be ashamed of yourself. Even a dog has a life more meaningful than yours!”

Lin Shan’s uproar definitely caused quite a sensation in the busy city. Not only was the old man stunned, but the gamblers around were astonished as well. Originally, they were planning to secretly gamble in the middle of the night, but the young lad’s words were quite true. They were now hesitating.

Furthermore, even the ladies from the brothel across the street wanted to join in the fun. They found it very manly of Lin Shan to yell at the gambler so openly on the streets. Their young hearts started to stir.

Soon, more and more people surrounded them. It created such a commotion that even the boss of the casino noticed. The moment he heard a young lad was yelling at a gambler outside of his casino, he was enraged.

F**k! No wonder I have no business today. It must be your fault! How dare you come and ruin my business!? Are you tired of living?

The casino boss came out with a group of strong men. He stormed through the crowd and harshly grabbed onto Lin Shan, whom, at this moment, was lecturing very passionately. The casino boss yanked Lin Shan by the collar and threw her onto the other side.

Obviously, Lin Shan’s small body was no match against the big casino boss. She felt herself losing balance and was about to crash against the wall, when suddenly, a hand wrapped around her waist and embraced her from harm. Continue reading “Your Highness, I know my wrongs. -Chapter 68.”